Life as it may be( continuation.....fiction)

We didn't miss him, to me he was a ghost, never bought us anything, never took us anywhere, never did anything for us so, I can tell was the reasons why I didn't miss him but, till I clocked sixteen did I realize he was late, been dead since I thought he left, after I discovered this I started to see my mum in a different way, I noticed or should I say began to be aware that she was never home and whenever she did get home she will be in the kitchen baking or cooking or business making, it got more weird at some point when strange ladies, women, girls come home to fight with us,abuse us,accuse my mum of having affairs with their husbands, boyfriends, fiance, the list goes on, well, my mum was cute, pretty as a fresh morning flower, she had a lovely figure she can deceive you with her age,you literally believe she was twenty if she decides that's how she wants to look.
one lady went as far as arresting my elder sister Juliet, since my mum was in hiding and I did develop some sort of hatred for my mum at that point, can you imagine she didn't, never showed up or felt concerned on how to bail  my sister for her bloody sins! I had to clean people's homes for a very little pay just so I could bail my sister. These people who would mock and laugh at me because of my mum.
        I did compare myself with a bird for two bloody reasons, one, I saw too much to many to early, too complicated for me to comprehend or manage or understand and two, I took advantage of every opportunity, every necessary means possible, I was an opportunist a sadist, a loner, I tried to get the best out of every situation just to despise  my upbringing, sometimes too much experience, too many  of every good, bad or ugly thing kills.
          To be continued...........